Our truth sets us free. It allows us to be ok with being different, not following the crowd. You shouldn’t have to feel “normal”, or bland to fit in. Being who you are gives the world what it needs… the real you. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
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I’m not a product of love
Are The children created as a result of love different than children created as a result of necessity or lust? Because I’m not a product of love. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Convo with a stranger
I went to an event last night. Spoke to some people about my art and skin care. Had a couple embarrassing moments and always try to remember it’s all part of the process.
At the end of the night I started having a conversation with a stranger. It was a friend of another artist. We went from talking about music, to the “church life”. The life of staying in this Christian box with other Christian people so you can recruit people who are not Christian to live in this box 🔲 with you… 🙄
That sounds ridiculous. It’s not everyone, but it’s a lot of them (Christian folk). –RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Beginning Again
I’ve always tried to keep my business to myself. When I struggle, no one knows. That’s kinda how I was raised. It’s been natural to me. What’s also been natural is getting sick because I kept, and still keep, so much in. Trying to protect people or whatever, but what about me.
I realized that no one cares about my feeling. I’m just suppose to cater to what everybody else has going on. Fuck my feelings right. Well I don’t appreciate that shit. There’s only so much a person can take before they either go off or leave your ass alone.
Soooooooo…. I’m writing again. I understand that some people won’t be able to associate with my ass no more, but I’m good by myself anyway. ✌🏽 –RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Manipulation
- Don’t be manipulated, manipulation keeps you from your true destiny.
- Manipulation keeps you intertwined in everyone else’s bullshit.
- Manipulation drives you away from your purpose and pushes you into depression.
- Manipulation stresses you the fuck out and breeds anger and rage.
- Manipulation keeps you away from the people who want you to be successful and have your best interest at heart.
- Manipulation keeps you from what matters most. YOU! #FuckManipulation. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Can’t see me
Sometimes I feel invisible. So invisible that even when I reach out to people, they don’t reach back. They can’t see me.
Then I go deeper into hiding. –RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Support
I need some support.
Looking over my life and seeing just how messed up some things were make me really mad. Then I have to remember that I have to move on. But I’m going to go back for a minute because I want to.
I GREW UP WITH NO ONE AROUND ME EXCEPT FOR MY MOM, SIBLINGS AND MY DAD SOMEWHAT.
Just to be clear, I had a couple friends here and there, but after my mom and dad split, everything was unstable. Before the Divorce that I never thought would happen, I went to school and came home to play with my siblings. That was it. Now at the age that I am, I don’t always know how to make friends, and when I do, I sort of back off because I’m afraid I’ll lose them like I’ve lost everyone else.
This shit is sad ain’t it? -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Enough already
I had so much happen last year. Really good and really bad. Why is this year starting the fuckin same.
I really try to stay more on the positive side of things these days. I’m working out, I’m creating music and art, I’m trying to stay focused. I swear to God, when you are in a roll doing really good some real shits going to fall in your lap.
I lost another aunt yesterday. I lost an aunt and my grandfather last year. Had some domestic abuse issues with family members. I did my first mural last year though
Today I find out that I may have to go to court because of people not wanting to listen to my like I don’t know what the fuck I’m talkin about. Now I have to be part of the bullshit I tried to stay away from.
I love my mom, but she runs from shit and it ends up in my hands and pisses me off. I really pissed at this moment! FUCK!!!!!! -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Competition
Everyone around me wants to compete with me. I don’t know why. I could care less what everyone else has going on. I have to get my damn self together. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Old Me Back
Not everyone wants to bring back the person they were. I do. The unapologetic, IDGAF what you think, person I once was.
Why did she leave?-RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
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