I need some support.
Looking over my life and seeing just how messed up some things were make me really mad. Then I have to remember that I have to move on. But I’m going to go back for a minute because I want to.
I GREW UP WITH NO ONE AROUND ME EXCEPT FOR MY MOM, SIBLINGS AND MY DAD SOMEWHAT.
Just to be clear, I had a couple friends here and there, but after my mom and dad split, everything was unstable. Before the Divorce that I never thought would happen, I went to school and came home to play with my siblings. That was it. Now at the age that I am, I don’t always know how to make friends, and when I do, I sort of back off because I’m afraid I’ll lose them like I’ve lost everyone else.
This shit is sad ain’t it? -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
I had so much happen last year. Really good and really bad. Why is this year starting the fuckin same.
I really try to stay more on the positive side of things these days. I’m working out, I’m creating music and art, I’m trying to stay focused. I swear to God, when you are in a roll doing really good some real shits going to fall in your lap.
I lost another aunt yesterday. I lost an aunt and my grandfather last year. Had some domestic abuse issues with family members. I did my first mural last year though
Today I find out that I may have to go to court because of people not wanting to listen to my like I don’t know what the fuck I’m talkin about. Now I have to be part of the bullshit I tried to stay away from.
I love my mom, but she runs from shit and it ends up in my hands and pisses me off. I really pissed at this moment! FUCK!!!!!! -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
I tried everything
How TF you suppose to be famous if nobody will follow your ass.
These MF’s Follow you in IG and 2 MFin hours later, they ass unfollow. Um… The F*ck!?!?
I don’t know why that shit pisses me off so damn bad, but it does.
…. them bitches don’t work either… ok I’m done… back to Instagram shit 🙄 -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
I’ve got folk on my case about going to church. My thoughts are exactly what they are and they’re not changing any time soon. I use to be that “churchy” girl. That lasted 5 seconds because I realized it wasn’t me.
I just live. I feel like too many people put too much emphasis on the wrong things… like church. I was raised in the church and I’m not interested. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
He called and left a 4 minute message on my voicemail today… it just made me mad.
He loves me
He hates me
I forgive him
I miss him
He fucks up my life again
I can’t do it again -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Don’t come over here trying to run my life. Keep your ass over there! -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
He used to have this in his house… I bought some, but I still can’t talk to him. I can’t let him hurt me again! -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter