People don’t get it. You don’t get it. I am not you. I will never be you. I don’t want to be you. I wasn’t created to be who you want me to be. I’m not suppose to please you. I’m not here to make you happy. I’m not here to caress your ego. I don’t care about your feelings. Fuck your feelings. You’re not that important to me, that I have to explain every got damn thing I do. I don’t even know you. My life is mine and mine alone. What you like, love, care about, has nothing to do with me. Why do you think you can pick apart my actions for your pleasure and think I should fuckin listen. You can’t even attempt to walk in my shoes… I know you be thinking this shit too -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Are The children created as a result of love different than children created as a result of necessity or lust? Because I’m not a product of love. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Sometimes I feel invisible. So invisible that even when I reach out to people, they don’t reach back. They can’t see me.
Then I go deeper into hiding. –RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Everyone around me wants to compete with me. I don’t know why. I could care less what everyone else has going on. I have to get my damn self together. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
I’ve got folk on my case about going to church. My thoughts are exactly what they are and they’re not changing any time soon. I use to be that “churchy” girl. That lasted 5 seconds because I realized it wasn’t me.
I just live. I feel like too many people put too much emphasis on the wrong things… like church. I was raised in the church and I’m not interested. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
He called and left a 4 minute message on my voicemail today… it just made me mad.
He loves me
He hates me
I forgive him
I miss him
He fucks up my life again
I can’t do it again -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
I got some news the other day that my grandfather wasn’t good, then I see on Facebook that he passed.
I just called my mom so she could call a family member.
So I’m holding my breath. I’m holding my fuckin breath! -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter