I’ve been holding on for dear life. And it’s time to let go –RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
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Liar
My father was a liar
He got cut off
I’m just sayin -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Holding my Breath
I got some news the other day that my grandfather wasn’t good, then I see on Facebook that he passed.
I just called my mom so she could call a family member.
So I’m holding my breath. I’m holding my fuckin breath! -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
“Money on my mind”
I hear these success stories about the struggle before the big break… I guess that’s where I am. Working working working. Experiencing and trying to let go of my fears.
Fearing success, failure, fame, money, poverty, family… this is why people never get shit. I just couldn’t wait any longer. I’ve been taking chances, putting myself out there. I know one day people will see who I am. Until then, I have to grind hard, then grind harder. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
13
When I was 13 I was more confident than I am now as an adult. Why is that?
Fear is real -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Shit didn’t work
I tried being the person that was “approachable”. The person that blended in. The “likable” chick.
That shit didn’t work. I never fit in even when I tried. Trying to fit in just made me look real fuckin awkward. I was looking lost. I thought about whether I would want to be my own damn friend. No the fuck I would not! I just have to be who the hell I am no matter how uncomfortable I make people. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Because it reminds me of Him
He used to have this in his house… I bought some, but I still can’t talk to him. I can’t let him hurt me again! -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Not a damn charity case
I’m not a charity. Don’t treat me as such. I’m an artist just like you. I’m a person just like you. I’m learning just like you.
So Natural Creativity and Talent… a lot of people get this fucked up. Just because you copied someone else’s work, does not mean you are talented… maybe just skilled at forgery, which makes you a “Fraud”. I’ll come back to this one day. I have plenty to say about this!
Back to what I was saying.
I just don’t think people understand proper communication. I doubt I have a problem with communication because I’m so calculated. I chose the right times to communicate since people get in their feelings so damn quick. I’m like “what the fuck us wrong with YOoUuu?” SMDH
Man… help me God -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
Uneasy
Right now, I’m having so many thoughts. I’m not sure what’s going on with the energy of this day or the energy around me or the energy I’ve created, but I’m just really uneasy. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
“No” or “Yes”
You have to love yourself enough to say “No” to everyone else and “Yes” to yourself. I want a damn Bentley Bihhhhh! -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
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