Enough already

Enough already

I had so much happen last year. Really good and really bad. Why is this year starting the fuckin same.

I really try to stay more on the positive side of things these days. I’m working out, I’m creating music and art, I’m trying to stay focused. I swear to God, when you are in a roll doing really good some real shits going to fall in your lap.

I lost another aunt yesterday. I lost an aunt and my grandfather last year. Had some domestic abuse issues with family members. I did my first mural last year though

Today I find out that I may have to go to court because of people not wanting to listen to my like I don’t know what the fuck I’m talkin about. Now I have to be part of the bullshit I tried to stay away from.

I love my mom, but she runs from shit and it ends up in my hands and pisses me off. I really pissed at this moment! FUCK!!!!!! -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter

Social Media Shit

Social Media Shit

I tried everything

How TF you suppose to be famous if nobody will follow your ass.

These MF’s Follow you in IG and 2 MFin hours later, they ass unfollow. Um… The F*ck!?!?

I don’t know why that shit pisses me off so damn bad, but it does.

AND HASHTAGS

…. them bitches don’t work either… ok I’m done… back to Instagram shit 🙄 -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter

So uh….

So uh….

I’ve got folk on my case about going to church. My thoughts are exactly what they are and they’re not changing any time soon. I use to be that “churchy” girl. That lasted 5 seconds because I realized it wasn’t me.

I just live. I feel like too many people put too much emphasis on the wrong things… like church. I was raised in the church and I’m not interested. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter

Religion makes me furious!

Religion makes me furious!

Yes there are pros and cons with religion, but right now I’m feeling a lot more “cons”.

Faith, believe, patience, long suffering, missions and on and on is what my mom feels like she has to endure. Why can’t she feel like she can have happiness? Wtf is she waiting for????

I told her a few years back that she can move with me. Why is she so busy worried about what EVERYONE else thinks?

1. It’s nobody’s business what I do in my house.

2. She’s done enough labor and her children want to take care of her.

I don’t understand what she’s thinking. She told me she thought she was going to get a professor job with the school she’s working with. To be honest… I don’t think so. If she was, she would’ve gotten it a long time ago when she first got there because of her “religious credentials”.

Right now she’s with my sister, and my sis no longer wants to be there. My Mom Does not need to be there by herself!!! –RealityOfAPreachersDaughter

My Strategy is simple

My Strategy is simple

My strategy is simple

Execute

I use to make my life more complicated than it already was. I’d worry about the outcome of every decision, and my response to that outcome… which would end in a clusterfuck of thoughts leading to daily stomach aches. It was something I had to do as a young girl because I felt like nobody else was worried about their dumb ass choices.

Now… my strategy is simply execute. I swear this shit isn’t easy, especially after years of torturing myself with trying to figure out the end results. But if I execute, then execute again and again, I won’t have time to worry about everything or everyone’s opinions.

Strategy -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter

via Daily Prompt: Strategy