Well yesterday I didn’t do any cleaning, but since last Thursday my husband and I have been cleaning out the house. It’s amazing how much shit you can collect over the years.
Because of some of my life’s happenings I thought it was only right to take any and everything someone offers you. *sigh. I was wrong. It’s ok to say “No Thank you”. I also thought it was right to keep things that most people consider trash so I can transform it into art. WRONG AGAIN! Why do we feel like we have to carry EVERYTHING into the future? Most of it we don’t even like! That’s the same thing we do with our minds which is why we can’t move forward!!
Lesson for the day…. Get rid of some shit! -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter
I just couldn’t let go… Of anything. I thought I was suppose to keep it all, cherish it. Keep it for memories, but all it’s doing is making me mad and anxious. I don’t feel at peace enough to really rest when I’ve cleaned. There’s so much unnecessary stuff in this house and I’m just now realizing it.
For the past couple days, I’ve been watching videos about organization, and the last vid I watched talked about a book. I Finshed the book in one day and just reading it gives me peace of mind. I know what I need to do.
It’s a little scary, but I know it’s necessary. Why is it scary? My husband asked me the same thing. Because it was a comfort thing for me reminding me of my past… The problem is, what do I have reminding me of my future. If everything you have keeps you in the past, there is no way you can move forward. -RealityOfAPreachersDaughter